Poem 3/23/18
Expectations Bang, bang. I'm reacting to the situation I'm making rash decisions Inside, my head is spinning Trying to recognize the thoughts being filtered through my subconscious. Tick, tick. A shiver runs down my spine Creating an uncomfortable sensation I'm starting to remember the things I've left behind Am I making the wrong decision? Would anyone bother to tell me if I was? Click, click. Sweat drips down my forehead I'm trying my best to focus on the task at hand. There's so much pressure Everyone is counting on me to finish it off But, the naysayers are lining up. Pop, pop. What if I don't live up to the expectations? I feel like I've been "trained my whole life" Clearly--if I fail, I didn't care enough I've been told that so many times I think I'm starting to believe it. Tweet, Tweet. I'm clearly not good enough--I don't care, right? But how can I foc...