GraceMarie's Adventure Blog

As I reflect back on the year I've had, I feel lucky to have had a year full of success and growth. I started off last year puking my guts into a toilet bowl after drinking too much, but was surrounded by amazing friends on a small island in Belize--doing what I love: traveling. Then I had the best semester of collegiate golf in my career. I went on to help my team win a conference championship, in which I placed 3rd individually. Then I managed to keep my 4.0 GPA intact while finishing up my first year of graduate school. I then was given the opportunity to live and work in Maine which clearly changed my life and perspective on a lot of things. In August, I started my last year of graduate school and again managed to keep my 4.0 GPA. I am no longer playing golf but am the graduate assistant for the golf team (which means I get to coach and have my school paid for! Win-win). I managed to find a roommate who I get along with, and we both signed up for kickboxing (to attempt to get...

Ever found yourself saying: "I'm too old for this shit?" Same goes for dealing with toxic people. I'm 22 and I find myself saying this on a regular basis. I have no place for drama in my life. Some people literally drag drama around with them wherever they go. I personally want no part of it. I'm at that age, where I'm trying to figure out my own shit. Why be bogged down by other people who are clearly bad influences on your life? I'll be starting a career soon, I'll be meeting new people, having new experiences. Yes, it's great to keep old friends and relish in your old memories but is it worth it if they're clearly a negative influence on your life? I'm not saying change your phone number, or address, or anything that drastic. But stop putting energy into people who don't give a shit about you or don't put in the same effort as you! You do not deserve that. Friendships (and relationships) aren't one sided. They only ...

I'm a firm believer that everyone should travel at some point in their life. When I say travel, it doesn't even have to be an epic trip. It could be, but it doesn't have to. There is so much to see in this world, you don't even have to go that far to stumble upon something new. I've been traveling for as long as I can remember. I took my first international trip when I was 13, and we went to Germany and did an epic road trip (sense a trend with the road trips?). My golden birthday happened when I was 13, so my big present was to ask my mom if I could tag along on her Germany trip. I have always been fascinated with WW2, and getting to go to Germany to see where it had all originated was an exciting endeavor. The first time I traveled outside the country (I'm not counting Mexico and Canada), it definitely was not the best experience at the time. As I grew up, I came to appreciate that trip for what it was. I think traveling is something you get better at ...

Let me start by saying: I'm in love with this topic.  This past summer, I traveled to Poland, Maine to work at Tripp Lake Camp. It was hands down the best work experience I have ever had in my entire life (yes entire 22 year-old me). I learned more about myself in those 2 months than all of college combined. I also met some of the most incredible people of my existence there and found such a welcoming community it's hard to give it adequate justice through words. Ending up working at Tripp Lake Camp was a journey. It's amazing that life took me there, and I'm so thankful. Last winter, I was looking for a change in a summer job. I had worked at Pinetop Country Club for 3 years and was over it. I was also done with collegiate golf so I didn't need to practice 24/7 over the summer (I was free). Therefore, I was looking to work somewhere exciting. I had always wanted to be a camp counselor. Frankly, I had always wanted to be a camper! I mean, have you seen the ...

Sometimes (most of the time), I think that I like the idea of things. But, when I get it (or don't), I'm always left feeling like I actually didn't want it that much. It's fun thinking about how things could turn out, but once it's in front of me I tend to leave confused. I need to get better at making sure that it really is something I want or like, rather than something I'm just missing or want at the moment. **After reading this over again--it sounds like I'm talking about ice cream or froyo. How sad is my life though?

I sit here in silence, waiting.. for someone to speak. T he quietness of it all dries my lips, I can't breathe.  T he person next to me feels the same way, I can sense their discomfort I hear voices in my head, first a whisper then a scream I look around with alert in my expression but I can't see anyone my vision is blurred I can't think. I take a deep breath and listen again I hear names? responses? questions? why must this day always come? why me...

If I could just have this view everyday of my life, I'd be content. So many places to see...

While pushing forward to reach your goal you encounter a numbness that keeps you going so you feel no pain Y ou can almost see it but it's just out of reach shall you keep going? I guess we'll wait and see Are you strong enough? To continue the same race because it will never stop.  It's a battle from within, and if you stop, it's the end but if you dare to stay standing you'll eventually have to give in Are you ready to except defeat? you know you cant win there's no point why try when you know what your fate is ? But that's the thing, you cant give into those negative thoughts fate can always be changed no matter what now, ask yourself, are you really strong enough?

This continues to be my favorite song, even 7 years after it was released. This is all.

As I take my first step In the direction that I will come to find  Is north The thought dawns on me That the journey has just begun It is unclear  What I will learn On this adventure Somehow, it always seems to surprise me How I come back changed The setting is the same The people are the same  But I come back different I find myself going through the motions  But I know this is not where I belong; anymore. What was once comforting and nurturing Has become stifling I find it hard to fall back into a routine I find myself searching for purpose I’m searching for some type of clarity I’m not sure if I’m supposed to pursue it  Or if it is supposed to happen in time  I’m not sure how much longer I can wait  The walls are closing in  I feel my life slipping from my grasp.  I reach out, in the hopes I will  Somehow catch my purpose As if it is manifested in thin air And that I ...